GOD  SINGS IT - I WRITE IT

Being a composer of music is easy for me - all I have to do is go to sleep and God will sing it to me in my sleep.  If I don’t make myself get up and write it down right then, by the next morning, I’ve forgotten it and just hope and pray He sings it again to me.  Sometimes, He sings so loudly to wake me up or sometime I may be in a service.  When the anointing is so strong, I will hear Him singing and I know to start writing it down.  Most of the songs God gives are through hard trials and experiences.  When those songs come, I am usually wishing He would have chosen the other two options of communicating, but God and you and I know you have to go through the fire to know how it feels to come out on the other side. 

Pay close attention to this song called “Sign’d Me” on one of my CD’s.  It was written three days before I had both of my breasts removed due to cancer.  I was so depressed and discouraged, and satan was telling me that I would not live to see my 2 year-old little girl grow up.  I had put blankets on my windows because I no longer wanted people to see in -- they might see how bad I was hurting on the inside.  Of course, satan did not want me to see outside -- it’s his job to keep you in the darkness so he can hide the “Son-light” since it would bring you hope.  God spoke to me that day to write.  I was crying so hard I could barely see the paper, but there I was sitting in the middle of the floor bawling my eyes out, tears dropping on the paper and I began to write a letter to God.  Before I knew it, I was thanking God for all the times He had been there for me.  When it came to the end, I did not know how to sign it, but I wanted God to know it was me, and nobody else.  I really needed him, so the only thing I could think of was ‘Signed me’.10 years later, it would become a song that still heals my heart.
  I hope it heals your’s too.